“Mush” is song depicting how RudySamA feels about drifting away from his lesbian friend after he developed feelings for her that she could not reciprocate. During this time spent away her brother passed away and she went to jail while RudySamA’s grandfather passed. Normally they would be there for each other but due to RudySamA choosing to distance himself to heal this was not case. RudySamA explains how mixed his feelings because of both his grandpa passing and her brother passing. He stands by his decision but feels terrible he wasn’t there for her when she needed him most. RudySamA is an ordinary Mexican American male with one very interesting…